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from Autumn Thoughts [EP] by negative lee nyce

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a long time ago...
i hurt someone close to me.

and, i wrote this for her...
so she'd finally accept my apology.

it was high-school. i was stupid.
i screwed up a good thing, so...
"i'm sorry how i left us. my apologies."

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i'm sorry how i left us...

i ain't know how much i missed you...
'til i no longer felt a hug..
touched skin, or even kissed you.
i got issues... / yeah Miss - issues...
and most stem off this pen that i misuse.
i mean, who can i vent to...
when no one here, lends an ear for what i'm into.
i ain't just talkin'...
i'm sharin' my truth...
but how do i relate this back to the old you?
'cause i know...
you got nothin' for me.
and when you hear this - you'll say that it's corny.
but who cares.
i ain't do the shit for records.
i wrote it with the hope to affect however i left it.
now i accept it's not in the cards for us.
and hate can't erase what the scars have done.
lord knows, that's all my fault its just...
i'm here - if you ever wanna' talk or somethin' 'cause...
-
i'm sorry how i left us...
that's my word / my apology - i F'd up.
and i know...
i can't fix what has been done.
but i'm only here to try to find where to build from.
'cause...
i'm sorry how i left us...
that's my word / my apology - i F'd up.
and i know...
i can't fix what has been done.
but i'm only here to try to find where to build from.
-
i ain't say i want'chu back at all...
i'm just sayin', please back it off.
i mean...
how many times i gotta' find ya' girlfriends outside
...laughin' 'bout all the times i lie, like...
they got the perfect view...
i'm who to persecute...
and they never see that person in you?
shit...
if beauty is the eye that behold it...
how they know the truth...
...when you never even told it?
but screw the issue, Miss...
all the shit i miss...
got pushed aside - like i ain't alive i guess.
and it's better for me if this is dead on...
but it's better for you if this is dead wrong.
so i ain't out here to crush all ya' new found love
...talkin' 'bout all the moments that was.
i'm just here really tryin' to help lighten it up...
'cause maybe then i can get me a hug, but...
-
i'm sorry how i left us...
that's my word / my apology - i F'd up.
and i know...
i can't fix what has been done.
but i'm only here tryin' to find where to build from.
'cause....
i'm sorry how i left us...
that's my word / my apology - i F'd up.
and i know...
i can't fix what has been done.
but i'm only here really tryin' to find where we can build from.

i'm sorry how i left us...

my apologies...

credits

from Autumn Thoughts [EP], released September 22, 2021
Written & Performed by: negative lee nyce
Produced by: Jirom
Recorded at Dexter's Lab by egoDEF
Mixed/Engineered by: egoDEF for DATA GANG/1615

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negative lee nyce Clifton Forge, Virginia

"Discovered a culture in elementary. Wrote through high school. Found Sugoi in '96 (online). Rhymed at college & created illegal prophets outta' backpack w/ Under-gradS. Perfected 'mangle'd soul' in '05. DATA started in 2010. And now - you're here..."

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