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when you drink pain away...
...nothing ever feels the same.

although if you write while drunk...
...you can unlock the jar'd memories.

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i came to this - lookin' like a trained student.
never changed my lane & kept the cane movin'.
fiends say, "i remain sane through using."
but never seen a vein or hue bruised through it.
i broke down...
started cussin' the puss oozin'.
cut around the cusp to cut-off that usage.
foolish lee, believin' he only grew gruesome.
only to see - he solely bleed through music.
pure struggle...
at a bar pourin' doubles.
doublin' down, 'til he see vision in a couple.
these amazin' traits to me become subtle.
drunk power - powered-up wit' broke knuckles.
punchin' holes in walls / pissed at last call
no forgive or forget - whatever catch y'all.
'cause to loose it all can hinder whoever involved
and leaves him stalled-out / throwin' up what it cost.
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and i...feel i drank my pain...
and i...still don't feel the same.
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i played gunner - threw some shots all summer.
constant lee, hittin' a box to move numbers.
all bank / to gain rank through new-comers...
now they thankful lee became a news runner.
live report at five / channel coincide
good die young - when the young can't survive.
you see traits of i / stuck on a climb...
too high to realize every downfall was mine.
and i...nah, i gotta' keep goin'...
got one eye open to see how everything's stolen.
and i...nah, the pain gets frozen...
between panes of frames - and everything's golden.
and i...watched it crumble from afar...
'til i got smart enough to lock memories in jars.
and i...see one twist set if off...
all to be told - nothing change who you are.
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and i...feel i drank my pain...
and i...still don't feel the same.
and i...feel i drank my pain...
and i...still don't feel the same.

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from Autumn Thoughts [EP], released September 22, 2021
Written & Performed by: negative lee nyce
Produced by: Moetourboat
Recorded at Bearded Gooses by Daniel Blaine
Mixed/Engineered by: Daniel Blaine & TURD Curry for killwolf Studios

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negative lee nyce Clifton Forge, Virginia

"Discovered a culture in elementary. Wrote through high school. Found Sugoi in '96 (online). Rhymed at college & created illegal prophets outta' backpack w/ Under-gradS. Perfected 'mangle'd soul' in '05. DATA started in 2010. And now - you're here..."

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